LADY GAGA!!!

I wanna be like HER!!!
I'm her BIGGEST fan!!!
i like the way she sings.. but i LOVE her LOOKS!!!
i LOVE her STYLE!!!

SPEECHLESS..

17 July 2009 (Friday)

Today is the last day to collect my ResultsPlus Direct slip at British Council, for those who had taken Edexcel O-Levels Examination in the month of May. I went with my dad after picking up my younger brother from his school. Throughout the journey, daddy and i were chatting.. He was sharing his problems, in other words, he was actually releasing his tension..

Lately, he's been bothered by my both aunties' problems. They are my father's younger and youngest sister. One is so miserable to have married a DISLOYAL husband whom has TWO kids. Another one is too miserable to have married a GAMBLER, YET, they have FOUR kids already!!! My anuties are still young, they're just 30++.

Just for your information, i am not being BUSY-BODY here. I'm just telling the facts that ARE happening in this world, the people around you, are they like them too?? If they do, please, please advise them, and motivate them. I feel so PITIFUL to them.. i just wish i could help them..

The one with a DISLOYAL husband actually requested for divorce. But he declined. The main reason is, he doesn't want people around him to look down on him, he doesn't want others to change view on him.. OMG!!! this kind of guy REMINDS me of THOM!!! There's ONLY a word to describe men like them : JERK!!!!

I can't deny that he's RICH (just like Thom)!! Who doesn't want to marry a rich guy?? Who doesn't want to live in a LUXURIOUS LIFE?? Who doesn't want GUCCI, LV, PRADA??? WHO DOESN'T WANT A BMW, MERCEDES BENZ, FARRARI??? WHO DOESN'T WANT BRANDED PRODUCTS???

Guys.. this is a MESSAGE for ya'll.. Before you PROPOSE to "someone" you LOVE, PLEASE.. I'M BEGGING YA'LL.. PLEASE DO MAKE SURE THAT YOU WILL ENDURE THE VOW THAT YOU'VE MADE TO HER..

ALL GIRLS ARE SOFT-HEARTED, THIS IS TRUE.

We put all our heart in our marriage.. We do not play a fool when it comes to MARRIAGE. We take it SERIOUSLY. And we hope that ya'll take it seriously TOO! Marriage is LIFELONG... If you LOVE her, why would you HURT her so badly??

Think of the TWO kids.. Think of their welfare.. Their future.. Do not hold any GRUDGE.. Everyone made MISTAKES.. The wife had FORGIVEN you.. but can't you just APPRECIATE it?? SET HER FREE... That is ALL she NEED. RELEASE her from all the bad memories you've caused her in her life.

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What is so special about GAMBLING??!! Especially for those who already have FAMILY. Worst of all, you borrowed money from LOAN-SHARK!! COMMON SENSE PLEASE!!! You know you won't get away from them. It's daily counted interest rate!! DON'T YOU KNOW THAT??!! Have you ever thought of who will be the VICTIM of ALL YOUR FOOLISH ACTIONS??

Now that they have to seek for help. Help from who?? My father. My father has to sell his shares in order to help you in your financial problem. Loan-sharks are very DARING!! They tend to do ANYTHING in order you to return back their money + interest!!! They KIDNAP your children, even RAPE your wife!!! Please be more CONSIDERATE. For your family's sake, for God's sake, PLEASE BE MORE RESPONSIBLE!! What else you could sell?? YOUR HOUSE?? YOUR BUSINESS COMPANY?? YOUR CAR??

SAY IT!!! >>>>

My DEAR uncles.. i'm SPEECHLESS.. i just hope that everything will be FINE..

BLOOD SUCKER!!!

17 July 2009 (Friday)

3a.m. something, i was awake coz of those irritating mosquitoes that hunger for my blood.. i was EXTREMELY annoyed, hence, i got up from my bed, switched on the lights and brightened up my room.. Ready to HUNT for mosquitoes!! I seriously hate them SO SO SO SO MUCH!! I searched every single place in my room.. every corner..

AHAH!!! i FOUND one!!! I started chasing it.. "PIAK!!!!" YOU'RE DEAD!!!!

DAMN IT!!! It sucked my blood!!!

Never mind.. as long as i am able to sleep peacefully, i don 't care. I JUST WANNA SLEEP!!!

Ten minutes later.. i SMELLED mosquitoes AGAIN!!! i could FEEL them on my SKIN..!!! F***!!! I tried to cover my whole body with my blanket. But i could HEAR it!!! The sound of the vibration of its wing.. AGAIN i got up from my bed, repeated the steps..

i got that mosquito ON MY HAND!!! hehehehehe.... XD poor thing.. it had an EMPTY stomach before it dies.

This time.. i tried to sleep.. but i failed.. THANKS TO THOSE MOSQUITOES!!! So i took out a novel borrowed by TM, and read it. While i was enjoying the story, here comes ANOTHER mosquito!!! WTH!!! I don't have diebetes, my blood's not sweet-tasting.. GO FUCKING PICK SOMEONE ELSE PLEASE!!!

I KILLED IT BTW!!! and i BET that is the LAST one!! NO MORE MOSQUITOES!!!

i dedicate this song to YOU !!!

*YOU CREEPY ASSHOLE!! I'VE GOT YOU A NEW NICKNAME!!!*

Kristinia Debarge <GOODBYE>
Am I supposed to put my life on hold
Because you don't know how to act
And you don't know where your life is going
Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted,
In a corner crying, pardon me if I don't show it
I don't care if I never see you again
I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
But either way baby, I'm gone!!!


I'm so over it, I've been there and back
Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wondering
I got that new I'm a single girl swag
Got me with my girls and we're singin' it
Na na na na
Hey hey hey
Goodbye

Cut my hair cuz it reminded me of you
I know you like the long do,
Had to switch my attitude up
Thinking of changing up how I ride,
No more
On the passenger side too bad
You miss out on the way that I drive it
I don't care if I never see you again
I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
But either way baby, I'm gone!!!

PEOPLE!!! THIS IS NOT A JOKE!!

14 July 2009 (Tuesday)

Below are the messages that Thom sent to me last night (13 July 2009)..

"Try me. I have your identity" sent 20:32p.m.

"I need your written explanation tomorrow." sent 23:37p.m.

"YOU HAVE TO WRITE A LETTER TO ME TOMORROW. IF YOU DON'T, I CURSE YOU FOR LIFE. I WILL BE WATCHING YOU DIE." sent 23:43p.m.

"DON'T TRY GET ME INTO MY NERVE AND I WILL BE COMPLAINING FOREVER ABOUT YOU. GO TRY ME." sent 00:09a.m. (14 July 2009)

"BYE RED STREET GIRL. DON'T LET ME ASK MY GUYS TO PROMOTE YOU TO BE A PROSTITUTE. I GIVE THEM YOUR CONTACT NUMBER. TRY ME." sent 00:14a.m.

~ Girls.. i've warned you people not to get near this guy..
so if you do not listen to me, you'll have to bear the consequences ~

INSANE!!!

13 July 2009 (Monday)

It was just three days ago (Friday), i removed my relationship status in Facebook. I changed it to Single. It has been a long time that i wanted so much to BREAK UP with him.. the FREAKING RICH guy i mentioned in the previous post. Plus, it has been a long time i've not contact him.. Fine, i don't even BOTHER whether he's DEAD or ALIVE. I DON'T CARE!!! He's NOT even part of my life!!!

The next day, i was TOO boring so i went online again. He sent me a few messages in Facebook, saying..

"You're such a bitch!"
"i will post up your **** ***** ***** now!"
"and i will delete and block you now!"

Bla.. Bla.. Bla..

Owh.. JUST FUCKING DELETE IT!!! i didn't say that i wouldn't delete you after we broke up. But, THANK YOU for making the FIRST MOVE, so i can save my effort.

Therefore, i was living happily ever after WITHOUT HIS EXISTENCE..

But sadly, he was so thick-skinned to still have the pride to text me a message last night!!! OMG!! How could "you" drop your status and fame to still message me??!! Don't "you" know that you're insulting me??!!

"I need your explanation letter and send to me by Tuesday. If you fail to submit. You will be taking charge.."

Ya ya ya.. WHATEVER!!!

Opps!! i FORGOT that you're the so-called PRINCE of HAINAN in China, RIGHT?? No wonder. As your DEAR little God sister (Elaine) told me, she said..

"Babe. He's not pervert ok. As you know, he's classy and arrogant. Most of people in Mid Valley knows him and others too. He doesn't like people to look down with him. He's numerous person and popular ok. As you know, keep a secret. He's a young prince of hainan in china in this generation. If you don't love him. He will be migrating to other country. I will be worrying when he will be leaving if you don't love him. Think about it. My friends and i love him. So please considerate."

*Just for your information, the message above is EXACTLY the REAL message that his God sister sent to me*

Since you (Elaine) LOVE your "God brother" so much, MARRY HIM, YOU IDIOT!!! i FUCKING don't wanna get involve in this affair!!! I'm TOTALLY an OUTSIDER in this COMPLICATING matter!!!

*This is a wall post i sent to Nanalicious in Facebook on 11th July 2009.*

"He does love me like CRAZY!! he even put me as his FIANCEE for his "We're Related" application on his facebook profile!!! If he would just grow SLIGHTLY taller until 170cm. I wouldn't have do this to him.. just recently, i found out that he has got a secret affair with a girl on facebook. So i don't think he's a trustworthy person. DUMP HIM OF COURSE!!"

"i know i'm a BITCH!! I didn't deny the statement from the very first place. So why should i care when people telling me that i'm a BITCH??!! Cuz those people who said that i'm a bitch, THEY ARE FUCKING BITCHES TOO (FOR GIRLS!)!!! and THOSE GUYS ARE SON-OF-BITCHES!!! Especially THOM!!! " "THOM, CAN YOU HEAR ME??!! YOU'RE FUCKING SON-OF-A-BITCH!!! i'm sorry your highness, i just can't help it!! You just gave birth to your dear prince of hainan, and he deserves NOTHING in this world!! NOT EVEN ME IS INCLUDED!!! Your highness, this is a message for you and your son, "YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH LIKE ME TOO!!!"

Thom, i here by telling you that WE'RE OFFICIALLY BROKEN UP ALREADY!!! So stop all those SILLY stuffs!!

NO FUCKING EXPLANATION LETTER!!!
NO FUCKING MESSAGES FROM YOU ANYMORE!!!

Random Quizzes i received from 36181

1. At 40 Centrigate, a person loses about 14.4 calories per hour by breathing.
2. Electricity doesn't move through a wire, but through a field around the wire.
3. Those stars and colours you see when you rub your eyes are called phospenes.
4. There is a hotel in Sweden built entirely out of ice, it is rebuilt every year.
5. Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing.
6. To find out if a watermelon is ripe, knock it, and if it sounds hollow then it is ripe.
7. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times.
8. Did you know, Donald Duck comics were banned from Finland because he doesn't wear pants.
9. Babies' eyes do not produce tears until the baby is approximately size to eight weeks old.
10. The only 15 letter word that can be spelled without repeating a letter is UNCOPYRIGHTABLE.
11. Depending upon the shade, the brain may send up to 11 tranquilizing chemicals to calm the body.
12. Plants watered with warm water grow larger and more quickly than plants watered with cold water.
13. Did you know, Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.
14. The average person's field of vision encompasses a 200-degree wide angle.
15. A crocodile always grows new teeth to replace the old teeth! Amazing eh?!
16. Humans and dolphins are the ONLY species that have sex for PLEASURE.
17. Did you know, the cigarette lighter was invented before the match.
18. The colour BLUE can have a calming effect on people.
19. Male mosquitoes are VEGETARIANS. Only females bite.
20. It snowed in the Sahara Desert in February of 1979.
21. Grapes explode when you put them in the microwave.
22. Did you know, butterflies taste with their FEET.
    

i dedicate this song to all my Lincoln friends..

Our life has changed
It's not the same
And the only way to say it
Is say it
It's better

I can't conceal
This way I feel
For all the times we spend together
Forever
Just gets better

Sing what I am trying to say it
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here
It's better

I'll stand by you
If you stand by me
I think it's time that I value it
Coz I believe you
It's better

Oh I'm alright charm to you

I fall in love with everything we do

Memories..

10 July 2009 (Friday)

Today is the last day of my college, which means i've completed my Foundation in Science Programme. I thought i should be feeling happy and excited cuz i just finished my exam, and i don't need to think about studies for this moment onwards. But.. there's something in my heart that keeps banging on it.. MEMORIES.

7 months of Foundation course passed by so FAST.. Although it has been a SHORT period, but i gained something new in my life.. MEMORIES. Memories between my friends and i.. The time i've spent with them all these while, it's UNFORGETABLE!! Bonnie, the FIRST girl friend i met when i first stepped into this college for the Orientation Day on 5 January 2009. Hehe.. such an intelligent young lady.. who kept saying that she's fat (which is NOT, AT ALL!!)..

Dimple (i like her name a lot!!).. a brilliant young lady. She's a very shy person. Everytime when she wants to talk to the lecturer, she'll definitely bring me along, cuz she didn't dare to go alone. Hehe.. XD

Nurun.. the very BEST friend of mine!! Loves to LAUGH!! a CRY-BABY (just like me..) hehehe.. XD Although she had done a number of courses before enterring Lincoln College, she NEVER give up in Medicine even though she failed for the previous pre-u programmes. I FULLY SUPPORT her!! She has the passion in being a doctor.. and i'm really PROUD of her!!!

SERIOUSLY missing them so much!!! Throughout these period of time, i've learned how to let go.. Sometimes, things just don't go as what we've wish they would be. I wish.. I wish i would STOP crying.. I wish.. i have a time machine now, and REDO all the things that i've done in the past! I wish.. TONNES OF WISHES!!! Remember when we were young and innocent, our parents used to say "Look at the star, and make a wish, your wish will come true.." Now that we've grown up as an adult, we opt to do things by our own, making our own effort in order to succeed.

Just yesterday, i found a photo of me and Liyu in his facebook. I didn't know that he has it. Cuz so far i remember that only Dimple snapped the photos and she saved the photos in her phone. I told her to send to my mail, but unfortunately, she lost her phone. Photo, it's a sign of memory.. People in the photo shows different meanings.. Some represents FRIENDSHIP, some represents LOVE.. it's all taken from the DEEPEST in your HEART.. your SINCERITY.. APPRECIATION.. and GRATEFULNESS. It was cross-culture event when i took the photo with him. Looking at him makes me laugh.. His lips not so THICK also mah.. XD but he has got EXTREMELY GORGEOUS SMILE!! I wonder how he feels when we took that photo together. One thing i can tell about myself is that...

MY HEART DOES BLOSSOMED!!!

Everytime i see him, i'll only have the COURAGE to take a GLANCE on him.. At least.. as for conclusion, he belonged to me once.. he was MINE for two months.. NOT BAD LA.. i mean, i wouldn't ask for more. Hhmmpp..

Right after we finished our last paper this afternoon, it was 3.45p.m. Everyone was busy taking photos with each other. So did i. I SERIOUSLY don't like to say "goodbye" !! It sounds like the END of something (friendship.. love..).. I started CRYING (told you i'm a cry-baby!!) when i see these scene. I hugged my friends tightly especially Nurun and Dimple. They're my loved ones. Same to Bonnie too, she's more like my SISTER. As you know, i'm the ONLY daughter in my family, the FEELING of LONELINESS really CAUSED me lots of TROUBLE during my teenage life. It brought me to be a very REBELLIOUS person.. I started chatting in ICQ when i was in Form 3. I still remember there was an American guy talking about SEX with me.. DAMN DISGUSTING MAN!! There are tonnes of PERVERTED guys in all these chat rooms. EEuuuu... *tongue's out*

I wanted to add more photos, but Sharala just did something wrong to my pendrive!! My files are MISSING!!!! Argh... DAMN PISSED NOW!!!

KEEP IN TOUCH GUYS!!!

~ The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with,
never saying a word,
and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had ~

Anxiety..!! CAN'T YOU SEE IT ON MY FACE?!?!

1st July 2009,

time passed by so fast.. next week (6th July) is my finals.. i feel EXTREMELY ANXIOUS right now..

Biology? i think it would be fine for me.
Physics? Redo the exercises he gave us.
Chemistry? OMG!
Maths? SCREWED!!!

i'm in the college now. Was studying for Chemistry in McDonalds. One of the high schools in KL was quarantined. I heard that there's a Form 1 student is officially infected by the influenza (i mean, swine flu). Therefore, my dad forced me to put on the mask from now on. WTH!! people around kept staring at me.. what the heck is wrong with them??!! They must be thinking that i over-do it..

I am NOT supposed to be here!! I am supposed to study RIGHT NOW!!

EQUILIBRIA!!! 13 chapters for CHEMISTRY!!!
TOTAL INSANE!!!!

i wonder when will all these end..???!!

21 June 2009 (Sunday)

Recently, i knew a guy from Facebook named Simon. He's my ex school friend's ex bf. My ex school friend named Margeret. Both of them are Christians. One is Catholic.. another one is.. erm.. i forgot.. XD *never mind, non of my business also, i don't bother.*

He got my phone number from some other source. I won't tell. But you know.. people just has their own technique to figure out some alternative way to achieve their target.

He sms-ed me. He was like 'nice to meet you'. I didn't get so close with him.. just NORMAL friends. He's a Christian, but his English is not that good la.. i realised that he's actually quite poor in grammar. Sometimes when i read his messages would really makes me laugh..

Just few days ago, i went to check out his facebook again. He's just a normal-looking guy la.. not handsome actually.

But on Sunday (as noted the date above), he confessed to me. Frankly speaking, i was quite annoyed by him la.. He kept calling me ALMOST EVRY NIGHT!!! but the worst part was, he didn't know what to talk about on the phone BECAUSE HE WAS TOO SHY!!! WTH!! then why would you call??!! SINCE YOU'VE GOT NOTHING TO SAY.

Actually i could sensed that he likes me.. He'll message me every day.. he'll be asking 'taken your dinner?' and stuffs like that la.. i got so bored. I remembered he wrote me a poem.. BUT I ACCIDENTLY DELETED IT.. heheheh.. XD

GOSH!!! one more thing that i need to emphasize on him is.. HE'S ONLY 159cm!!! OMG!! he's only 3CM taller than me!!!! Seriously i can't accept a guy with that height.. The basic requirement is AT LEAST 170cm.. But this can't be blame la.. Height is an continuous variation (ALL SCIENCE STUDENTS, WE'VE LEARNED THE CHAPTER "VARIAITON" IN FORM 5).. since they're born to be like that. I won't discriminate them.

*Simon, i'm not humiliating you ok (fyi)..*

Anyhow, i'm sure he's not my ideal type of bf... DEFINITELY NOT!

* I'm sorry, Simon. Didn't mean to hurt your feelings.*

i finally have the courage to tell...

4 June 2009 (Thursday)

I really can't forget what happened that day. I know it has already passed. Hehe.. everytime i recall back the incident REALLY MAKES ME LAUGH...

Yeap! It was the day i broke up with him. Anyway i dont' want to repeat the what happened at the river side. I left the river side and head on to the LRT station.. as usual.. waited for the Sri Petaling train. Felt so moody.. Found a seat and sat there quietly.. With the French fries he left on the floor. I know he purposely put it on the floor. Since he doesn't like me to waste any food, so i took it back with me.

When the train stopped by at Masjid Jamek station, two Iranian guys came in. Both of them sat in front me. I attracted my vision on them cuz they were EXTREMELY HAIRY!!!! By just looking at their hands, WOW!!! They're like GORILLAZ!!!!

I was enjoying the scenery outside the window.. Suddenly i realised that they kept smiling at me showing their thumbs up.. so i smiled back at them. Then i started eating my French fries.. tried my LEVEL BEST to avoid having eye-contact with these two weirdos.. SCARY MAN..!! I can't stand it when strangers starred at me..

But things didn't went according to what i wished. One of them stood up and walked towards me, he sat beside. My guts told me that something's wrong.. He started talking to me. He asked me where i stay.. am i a student or working dy.. which station i'll get down from the train..

Lastly, he asked me whether i have a phone number or not. I told him i don't have one. It's obvious that i lied. But seriously i was quite annoyed by the questions that he asked. Cuz poeple around me kept looking at us and seemed like they are wondering why this girl so daringly talked to strangers. I'M NOT. My principle is showing my manners. When people smiled at me, even if they're strangers, i'll definitely smile at them back (as long as they don't do me any harm.. so WHY NOT??) right? XD i'm not an ignorant person anyway..

A sudden awkward silence between both of us. I guess he could sensed that i got annoyed by him. When the train stopped by at Bandar Tasik Selatan, he threw a paper into my French fries pack without saying anything. After that, he left the train by waving his hands to me.

When i reached home, i took out the paper that he folded into small size. I opened it. He wrote his number on it!!!

WTF!!! Who the hell he thinks i am??!! I'M NOT A PROSTITUTE OK!!!!!

I SWEAR i won't call such JERK!!!! Even my dad thinks i dressed up like a prostitute!!! Do you know how much it hurts??? I asked lots of my friends. They don't find me look like one. I don't have that sex appeal either. I'm just an ORDINARY person.. Girls like to dress up nicely in front of people, that's actually NORMAL.. What makes him thinks i look like one of "them"..???

After that incident, i didn't dare to tell my father about it, if i did, definitely he'll screw me up.. ban me from wearing short pants to college.. T.T

But just yesterday, i finally have the courage to tell him about the incident. Surprisingly, he didn't mad at him. But in turn, he said that i should have trown away the pack of French fries instead of finishing it, cuz that guy might jampi me!! Hohohohoh.... I'm actually glad that my dad didn't scold me for that.

SEX MANIAC!!!!

27 June 2009 (Saturday)

Just for your information.. NOT ME OK!!!!

It was just two minutes ago, i signed in to my MSN messenger. Someone added me. So of course i approved. Then i realised that "someone" whom added me was online too!! So i thought of asking him how he knows my email address. Once i clicked on his contact, usually there'll be the conversation column appeared..

Right after i did it, i can't believe what i saw in front of my naked eyes!!! OMG!!!!

I SAW SOMEONE'S PENIS ON THE DISPLAY PHOTO!!!!

I quickly hide the photo column!!! I looked again at that "someone" 's email address. What a weird email address.. a long one.. but never mind, that's not the point. But one thing for sure, HE'S A GUY!!! I mean, us girls won't post up naked photos like our boobs or isolated part to show everyone. I mean, even if we want to ATTRACT people's ATTENTION (especially guys), we'll probably just act SEXY in the photo. NOT SHOWING OUR PRIVATE PARTS!!! Gosh!!!

Seriously i've encountered this TWICE... XD

The moment i was about to BLOCK this guy, he sent me a nudge!!! But luckily i've hidden the photo display column at the side bar there. So i don't have to see "it" again.. Fuh..!!

"hi.." he started off the conversation.
"HEY!! ARE YOU CRAZY??"
"WHY U PUT THAT DISPLAY PHOTO..???"
"yes"
"i'm crazy"
"i like sex"
"do you like"
"do you like my penis?"
"18CM"
"NO!!!"
"MANIAC!!!!"
"whr u from???"
"i'm from paris"
"france"

*Purple - Crazy guy
*Yellow - Me

In no time, my parents got home, i quickly quit the conversation and signed out immediately BEFORE my parents realised. Hehe.. THE END OF CONVERSATION with a sex maniac... XD

ATTENTION GUYS!!!

23 June 2009 (Tuesday)

Just recently i read an article from the newspaper (date: 10 June 2009).. about the MALE'S Y-CHROMOSOME.. i find it very interesting.. it's related to BIOLOGY..

Australian National University (ANU) evolutionary geneticist, Professor Jenny Graves. Professor Graves is the Head of the Comparative Genomics Research Group at the Research School of Biological Sciences at ANU and is Director of the ARC Centre for Kangaroo Genomics based at ANU and the University of Melbourne. She has received the Nobel Prize for Medicine in 1999.

Her research focuses on the evolutionary history of the human sex chromosomes, X and Y. Her team discovered that the gene on the Y chromosome thought to be responsible for testis development was not located on the Y chromosome in marsupials, which led to two of her former students identifying the correct sex-determining gene present on the Y chromosome both in placental mammals (such as humans and mice) and marsupials which branched off the evolutionary tree some 180 million years ago.

In a research paper to be published in the prestigious journal Cell this week, Professor Graves elaborates on this sex-chromosome research, and the implications of her predicted extinction of the Y-chromosome in human!!

HELLO!!!! The Y-choromosome in male human body is DEGENERATING...!!!

According to the text i read, it says that during CELL DIVISION (meiosis) in each male and female choromosome, if there's mutation occurs, the XX choromosomes are able to repair themselves (self-repairing in short), whereas the XY chromosomes are INCAPABLE in self-repairing!! Hence, it is proven that the Y-chromosomes in a male body has been degenerating since the 180 millions years AGO!!!!

According to Nature Journal, the sex chromosomes are generally believed to have descended from a pair of homologous autosomes. Suppression of recombination between the ancestral sex chromosomes led to the genetic degeneration of the Y chromosome. In response, the X chromosome may become dosage-compensated. Most proposed mechanisms for the degeneration of Y chromosomes involve the rapid fixation of deleterious mutations on the Y-chromosome.

Surveys showed that up to 15% of INFERTILE men has been found. Besides than Biotechnology, scientists have been doing researches regarding the posibilities of . Male has a very vital gene in their body called SRY (Sex-determining Region Y) is a sex-determining gene on the Y-chromosome in the therians (placental mammals and marsupials). This particular gene is interrelated with the testis development and the secretion of male sex hormones.

Presentation....!!!

23 June 2009 (Tuesday)

It's late night now (12.23a.m.).. and i'm in the middle of completing my presentation slides.. I know i shouldn't be writing my blog now.. BUT... I'M JUST BORED!!!

I've got a lot to write.. but i just need more time..

I'm doing my Physics Presentation on this coming Wednesday.. Rishii joined my group.. The title is Dialysis Machine.. From 9 o'clock just now, i've been searching for information regarding the topic that i'm gonna do..

Final exam is approaching.. it's in July.. i REALLY thought of screwing up ALL the papers.. cuz i've NOT been studying.. I wanted to stay in the hostel, BETTER ENVIRONMENT TO STUDY!! NO DISTRACTIONS.. See what i'm doing NOW??!! ......BLOGGING <<<<< NOW THIS IS WHAT I CALLED AS "DISTRACTION" !!! But the good news is.. i can actually submit my first term exam resluts to IMU since i've met the requirement.. so.. i guess NO WORRIES for my final exam.. *I GUESS*

There's Internet access in my house.. TV.. and.. my BED.. Image that my bed is just RIGHT AT THE BACK of my study table!!! Everytime i have the mood to study, the moment i enter my room.. here comes the distraction.. =.=" and i HATED it so much..!!

The BEST thing of staying in the hostel is.. THE PRESSURE GIVEN BY MY HOUSEMATES.. INDIRECTLY.. My previous housemates are hardworking.. and that gives me the intention to STUDY..

7 more hours i'll be meeting TM. Weee....!!! Miss him so so so so much...!!!!

Wait...!!! i think i lose the mood of continuing my presentation slides.. NVM PUI XIN!!! U can continue tomorrow..!!

Erm... CAN I?? Opps!! I should put it this way >>> "WILL I..??"

I'M CRAVING FOR CHOCOLATE RIGHT NOW!!!!!

18 June 2009 (Thursday),

i went for a medical checkup few weeks ago.. they took my blood sample and urine sample.. And yesterday, i received a VERY BAD news!!! My parents went to the PATHLAB healthcare centre and took our medical report..

Everything is fine in me.. but the major problem is.. MY URIC ACID LEVEL IS SLIGHTLY HIGER THAN THE NORMAL RANGE.. at first i thought it'll be fine, cuz most probably i inherited from my mum... my mum has the same problem too.. but hers is more serious compared to mine. BUT.. here's the worst news i've ever heard in my entire life!!!

I CAN'T EAT CHOCOLATE ANYMORE!!!!

WTF!!! who the hell in this world doesn't know I'M A CHOCOLATE FREAK!!! I was eating a chocolate bar when i received the news from my dad.. I NEARLY CHOKED OK!!! I feels like.. A CLAP OF THUNDER had just CRASHED on my CHOCOLATE!!!!

POOOFF!!!

The chocolate DISAPPEARED!!!!

My dad started scolding me.. i starred at my chocolate for a long loooong time.. thinking of how to DESTROY the chocolate grabbed tightly in my hand.. WHO THE HELL IN THIS WORLD CREATED CHOCOLATE!!! TELL ME!! i wanna kill that person!!!

The normal range of uric acid in our body is between 0.14 to 0.34, mine is only 0.35!!! CHOCOLATE MAKES ME SPELLBOUND.. i eat chocolate when i feel moody.. when i feel happy.. CHOCOLATE has become my LOVER!!! There's only two things i want in my life..

1. FIRST - MY BOYFRIEND!!!
2. SECOND - CHOCOLATE!!!!

My dad told me that i can't eat beans..

"BUT CHOCOLATE IS NOT BEAN!!!" I said.

"I know.. but chocolate is made out of COCOA BEAN.." he replied me in a cool way..

=.=||| *three straight lines appeared on my forehead..*

WELL CAN'T YOU SEE THAT THEY ARE SO DELICIOUS?????!!!!!

THEY'RE MY BABIES...