My brain is going to burst!!!

The pathway of taking Medicine is to study Pre-Medical (equivalent to Foundation in Science)..

The duration is 9 to 12 months..

The total fee is RM10,000..

After that, i'll be send to study abroad. Let's say, Indonesia, India, Melbourne, Russia and other specific countries..

5 YEARS!! it'll be a very hard time for me..

Furthermore, i have to do my specialisation.. Another few years needed..

But i really don't wanna FAIL my parents anymore!! I neen to repay them.. their SACRIFICATION!!! I've spent too much of their money.. I want to make them feel PROUD of my success!! i want to succeed in life!!

TM and i have been arguing about our future.. In the end, he decided to follow me if i were to study overseas.. But he's just so stubborn.. I don't want him to sacrifice for me too much.. He asked me whether he or my parents are in my first position.. I told him that wasn't the point!!!

The point is.. Whether i should choose my STUDIES or LOVE!!! which one??!! Of course my studies!! I just hope that he'll understand my situation.. It's very crucial time for me now.. I want to have a better and stable career in the future!!