Lincoln College Asia Pacific

Lincoln College Asia Pacific is an institution for students to undertake pre-tertiary programmes which allows students to gain entry into the top universities the world over.

Lincoln is specialsed in providing pre-tertiary programmes for entry into the worlds best universities.

As the leading provider of the Foundation in Science [FSc.] programme in the country, Lincoln is partnered with universities who accept students for a variety of programmes especially for medicine, dentistry and pharmacy.

Lincoln has over the last seven years established ourselves as a permier provider for niche programmes in critical courses.

My brain is going to burst!!!

The pathway of taking Medicine is to study Pre-Medical (equivalent to Foundation in Science)..

The duration is 9 to 12 months..

The total fee is RM10,000..

After that, i'll be send to study abroad. Let's say, Indonesia, India, Melbourne, Russia and other specific countries..

5 YEARS!! it'll be a very hard time for me..

Furthermore, i have to do my specialisation.. Another few years needed..

But i really don't wanna FAIL my parents anymore!! I neen to repay them.. their SACRIFICATION!!! I've spent too much of their money.. I want to make them feel PROUD of my success!! i want to succeed in life!!

TM and i have been arguing about our future.. In the end, he decided to follow me if i were to study overseas.. But he's just so stubborn.. I don't want him to sacrifice for me too much.. He asked me whether he or my parents are in my first position.. I told him that wasn't the point!!!

The point is.. Whether i should choose my STUDIES or LOVE!!! which one??!! Of course my studies!! I just hope that he'll understand my situation.. It's very crucial time for me now.. I want to have a better and stable career in the future!!

FINE! i'm gonna take MEDICINE..

28th December 2008

Frankly.. i still feel so shocked when i kept telling myself that i have to take MEDICINE..

That wasn't my plan.. but i HAVE to change my mind for a BRIGHTER FUTURE..

On Sunday.. i went to Kasturi College at First World Nationwide Plaza.. I met the Programme Director and i talked to him (Mr. Bala).. I told him the course i preferred to enroll in..

1. Biomedical Science
2. Biotechnology
3. Bioinformatics
   

But he discouraged me from taking the above three courses.. The reason is these three fields require another TEN to FIFTEEN YEARS to develop!! He said, it's only waste your time and money.. All of a sudden, i just felt so AIMLESS.. my mind was BLANK!! I don't know what to do the next..

He strongly encourage me to take MEDICINE, PHARMACY, DENTISTRY..
I'm not interested in Dentistry because everytime when i saw the dentist tried to pull out the patient's teeth.. i could feel my hairs on my body were raising up.. So, for sure i'm not choosing to be a dentist..

Pharmacist?? Oh! definitely NO!! why do i have to struggle myself for it?? I have to admit that i'm not so good in Chemistry.. Though i'll work hard for it.. But didn't mean i have to torture myself to be a pharmacist, right? hehe..

How about DOCTOR? That would be another new and exciting experience for me.. The fact is.. I LOVE BIOLOGY!! I'm so keen in studying living things.. EXCEPT PLANTS!! Knowing that actually rabbits eat their own shit.. HAHAHAHAHA!!! so funny.. Knowing that cows have four stomaches.. WOW!! incredible, right?? i wonder how nature evolve until all these changes happened..

However.. my grandma wanted me to be a pharmacist.. Mr. Bala told me that taking NURSING course is JOBLESS!! i was terrified when he said that to me.. All these while, i thought being a nurse is a very good choice.. But when he asked me the consequences of being a nurse.. ESPECIALLY after marriage. Wil you have enough time to manage your family?? To raise up your children while you have to work shift in the hospital?? Your husband?? He's TRUE.. VERY TRUE..

I once told myself.. No matter how much i love my job.. My family will always be in the FIRST POSITION in my heart.. This is the fact that will never change.. i don't want it to change.. And i won't let it CHANGE!!! I want to be a caring WIFE, but only cares about my patients!! i want to be a LOYAL wife..

What say you?? Do you support me??

Leona Lewis - Run

I'll sing it one last time for you

Then we really have to go

You've been the only thing that's right

In all I've done

And I can barely look at you

But every single time I do

I know we'll make it anywhere

Away from here

[chorus]

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes

Makes it so hard not to cry

And as we say our long goodbye

I nearly do

[chorus]

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say ...

I almost fainted at Sunway Pyramid!!

25th December 2009..

It was Christmas Day..

I was supposed to visit Ateli3r's house.. She invited us for lunch.. TM was supposed to come with me to.. Nanalicious told me that she couldn't make it coz she need to follow her mum to Malacca for a wedding ceremony.. Well, Anandh had prayers to do.. Magen?? I don't care!!

However, i didn't get the chance to go to Ateli3r's house too.. My mum told me that she'll bring me to Sunway Pyramid to buy New Year clothes.. Haiz.. In the end, i had to cancelled it.. I though i could go to TM's house to visit his new bedroom.. Hehe..

So i quickly had my shower and head on to SP by my auntie's car.. The very first shop that i vist was MESSAGE. They sell two different age groups of garments.. For Ladies ONLY. i tried on two sts of clothes.. they were nice.. I mean the clothes.. i bought a pair of trousers.. you guess how much it cost??

RM109!!!

And i bought a shirt.. RM69!!

Plus my mum's clothes - The total amount is..

RM2000+++ !!!

Can you believe that??!! We spent almost an hour in that shop, and it was like having a fashion show inside it!!! My mum kept trying clothes inside the fitting room.. But she looked nice too.. REALLY!!

At that moment.. everything turned upside-down.. I felt like vomitting.. I told my grandma that i have to go to the toilet immediately.. i can't focus my vision.. i can't see things properly.. My vision was extremely blurred.. i SWEAR i REALLY didn't know what was happening to me.. but frankly speaking.. that kind of feeling was TERRIBLE!!!

i tried not to vomit in front of the people.. i searched everywhere for toilet.. Finally, i FOUND it!! All the people starring at me.. They could sense that i wasn't feel right.. i accidently hit the wall coz i couldn't pay attention on my way.. A Malay guy tried to help me.. but eventually he didn't..

i went into the toilet and i could feel that my entire body was shivering.. i felt so cold inside.. i looked so blue.. i tried to take out my hp and give a call to TM.. but i got no energy.. all of a sudden, i felt so tired.. Plus i was having my menstruation.. my lower abdormal part was pain..

I stayed in the toilet for less than half an hour.. my auntie brought me out.. and bought me some bread and a cup of hot milo.. we went home immediately.. my mum asked me whether i want to see the doctor.. but i refused.. i believe that i'll be alright soon..

When i reached home, i ate medicine and i took a nap.. i'm feeling ok now.. Fuh!! i'm glad that i'm not staying in the hospital!!

I had a dream..

22nd December 2008..

I had this dream.. Part of it was a nightmare.. How should i start?? Erm.. it began with a very sweet relationship.. but NOT with TM.. IT'S WITH PB.. Oh my Goodness.. i just can't believe that he EXISTED in my DREAM!!! How could it be??!!

I SWEAR I REALLY don't want this to happened.. I admit that MAYBE i do still have feelings for him.. but.. there's NO WAY that he could appear in my DREAM!! I just can't figure it out what's going on in my BRAIN!! What am i thinking?!!

He is NOT SUPPOSED to be in my mind.. i hope this will not last long.. i REALLY hope this will only stay temporary.. I can't let this disrupt my mind.. OK, maybe the feeling of jealousy remained in my mind.. but.. i know i should be wishing him HAPPILY FOREVER..

What to do.. I was the one who dumped him at first due to THE EXISTENCE OF A THIRD PERSON, that is Howe2. It was obviously my FAULT.. i knew that he really loved me.. but i was just too cruel to hurt him so bad.. I'm sorry, Daniel.. Really sorry.. I hope you would forgive me WITHOUT forgetting me.. XD

He was riding a.. (erm.. i forgot what vehicle was that..) motorcycle OR a bicycle.. ARGH!! I JUST CAN'T REMEMBER!!! He came to my house, he asked me out!!! I could still remember how i feel that moment.. I was totally overwhelmed!!! It seemed like it's all i've been awaiting for..

BUT.. it wasn't a suitable timing.. my parents were at home.. they witnessed everything.. They didn't really approve.. but i tried so hard to beg them.. JUST LET ME OUT!!! Finally i could hang out with him..

OK, i can't really remember what we (PB and I) did.. but they were all sweet memories.. When i came home, my parents and i had a talk PERSONALLY.. They disagreed the relationship between PB and I. Fine, i got no idea how me and him got together..

One day.. PB and I decided to run away.. I was the one who drive the car.. I don't know what car was that.. It was just some random car existed in my dream.. Suddenly, i saw my parents' car passed by us!! And they saw us too!! ALL OF A SUDDEN.. I hitted my parents' car, i tred to avoid their car but i failed..

After that.. i realised that my father had died from the accident..

I was frightened and i woke up from my bed.. i looked at the time from my hp.. and it was only 3 something in the morning.. i tried to sleep again.. but i can't.. i kept thinking the reason why i had this horrible dream.. that wasn't my expectation.. REALLY!!

马来西亚华语

中国人 ：今晚你有空吗？我没空！
马来西亚华人 ：今晚你得不得空？我不得空！

中国人 ：饼干受潮了…。
马来西亚华人 ：饼干'漏风'了…。

中国人 ：从上海去苏州要多少个小时？
马来西亚华人：从上海去苏州要几粒钟？

中国人 ：难道他不可以来吗？
马来西亚华人：你不给他不来啊？

中国人 ：周杰伦不喜欢穿内裤。
马来西亚华人：周杰伦不喜欢穿底裤。

中国人 ：我一向都是这样的
马来西亚人：我一路来都是这样的啦

中国人 ：我的手机掉进沟渠了。
马来西亚华人：我的手机掉进龙沟了。

中国人 ：这样你不是很不值得吗？
马来西亚华人：这样你'马'很不 '歹'？

中国人 ：你真是聪明！
马来西亚华人：你真是pan nai！(源自马来语pandai，聪明的意思)

中国人 ：你安静！
马来西亚华人：你diam diam！(源自马来语diam，安静的意思)

中国人 ：我要去银行取款。
马来西亚华人：我要去银行 '按钱'。

中国人 ：为什么？
马来西亚华人：做么？

中国人 ：你很强~
马来西亚华人：你很够力~

中国人 ：明天也叫他一起去吧！
马来西亚华人：明天叫'埋'他一起去！

中国人 ：我很郁闷~~~
马来西亚华人：我很'显'（sien）啊~~~~（'显'比郁闷的境界更高）

中国人 ：你再说我就打你！
马来西亚华人：你再说我就hood你！（有点粗俗的）

中国人 ：你在说什么？
马来西亚华人：你在说sommok？

中国人 ：你不要令我丢脸~
马来西亚华人：你不要'下水' 我~

中国人 ：真被你气到…。
马来西亚华人：被你炸到…。

中国人 ：你别乱来~
马来西亚华人：你表乱乱来~

中国人 ：你很无聊
马来西亚华人：你很废

中国人 ：XX你
马来西亚华人：Kanasai（意思是像大便一样，骂人的话）

中国人 ：迫切
马来西亚华人：bek chek

中国人 ：我们一起吃这碗面~
马来西亚华人：我们'公司'吃这碗面~（源自马来语的kongsi，就是一起分享的意思）

中国人 ：今天的天气很热~
马来西亚华人：今天的天气热到。。。。。。（'到'字要拉 长，然后没有下文了）

中国人 ：哇!
马来西亚华人：哇捞weh!!!!

中国人 ：我受不了他！
马来西亚华人：我behtahan他！

中国人 ：有嗎?
马来西亚华人：哪裡有哦?

中国人 ：很好笑!
马来西亚华人：幾好笑!