PLKN !!!!!

what the "f"!!

y am i so unlucky nowadays?!!!

i got picked for the National Service!! i've never thought of it before until i received that "f" msg!!

PLKNSEMAKIC NUMBER SEND TO 15888

"double UU" asked me whether i want him to check for me.. but i refused. Hey! i was really concentrating in the class.. what if i got picked?? my mood will really really change immediately!! No one was paying attention during the lesson.. they were really focusing on their cell phone and eagerly waiting for the arrival of the msg..

"tahniah! anda telah dipilih... Programme Latihan Khidmat Negara.. 6/2009.."

Not that i'm being such a coward.. i'm jz anxious.. one of the advantages is that i'm able to gain more experience through the programme.. i can make more friends there.. but i won't forget my frenz in school no matter how!!! I'm able to get out of my house and search for my FREEDOM!!

BUT.. it's about the hygiene there!! and the food they provided!! i'm really afraid of it.. i didn't wanna eat those dirty food there!! i want CLEAN and FRESH food!!! i really don't wanna stay in the hospital during the programme!! i REALLY don't want!! i SWEAR!!

y pick ME?!! y not the others?!! it's so UNFAIR!! My friends said that i'm like "WATER".. what does it mean actually?? my guts are telling that i've being too SOFT.. AM I?? T_T

i really can't stand this anymore.. i couldn't sleep last night.. i kept thinking about the programme.. WHERE WILL THEY SEND ME TO??

SABAH??

or

SARAWAK??

i heard Danisa said most of the Selangor citizen will be send to Kelantan!!! NO!!!!!

and it seems like a GOOD news for the guys.. yeah!! they get to hold a gun.. what so interesting?? Even i hold a GUN before!! i mean.. the FAKE one.. the gun TOY.. hehe! so lame..

and i heard there's a lot of gangster inside.. but i'm not really scared of these ppl.. if they wanna fight, FIGHT la!!!! i bet i'm gonna win..

*this topic is a lil bit sensitive.